The dead girl lay in the undergrowth, naked.
She was on her back. Her arms hung down
beside her body. Her right leg was bent at a
slight angle, her left leg was stretched out.
Her hair had been cut off. One loose strand
still lay on her shoulder, others had blown away
and were wrapped around the stalks of plants
or caught on the rough bark of trees.
Her eyes were wide open, staring at the sky.
As if, at the moment of death, her principal
emotion had been surprise.
Some children had found her. A boy and a girl,
brother and sister, the boy ten years old, the girl
nine. Their parents had forbidden them to play in
the wood. They played there all the same, and
had been terribly punished with a sight they
would never in their lives forget.
They ran away screaming. They stumbled,
still screaming, over meadows and pastures,
clambered over fences, crawled under barbed
wire. As they were taking a short cut through
the brickworks yard, one of the workers stopped
them. He listened to what they told him, sobbing
and weeping, called the police, and took the
children to the police station, where the secretary
made them cocoa and rang their mother.
The corpse turned out to be an eighteen-year-old
girl. She had been raped. Seven stab wounds
were found on her body. The first of them,
straight into her heart, had killed her.
The murder victim came from Hohenkirchen, near
Eckersheim. She was still at school and lived with
her parents. One of the police officers who had
been at the crime scene was able to identify her.
He knew her parents and volunteered to break
the news to them.
Her mother collapsed at the door. The woman’s
husband led her to the living-room sofa and
put a blanket over her legs. Then he clapped
the policeman on the shoulder and offered
him a schnapps.
People can act that way when they’re in shock.
They do the strangest things. Once the police
officer had met a woman who, on hearing that
her husband had died in an accident, went into
the kitchen, ladled cold chicken soup into a plate
and ate it greedily, as if she hadn’t had a good
meal for ages.
The girl’s name was Simone. Simone Redleff.
The whole village went to her funeral. It was
the biggest funeral anyone had ever seen in
Hohenkirchen.
The whole of her school year came. The girls had
handkerchiefs pressed to their mouths, the boys
surreptitiously wiped tears away with the backs
of their hands. They were all still in shock. Death
had come too suddenly, out of the blue. But that
wasn’t the worst. The worst was its terrible,
unsparing violence.
You often heard of such dreadful things, but
at a distance. If such violence could happen to
someone they knew, the mourners seemed to be
thinking, where would they be safe themselves?
In the crematorium chapel they played pop songs
chosen by a friend of the dead girl. The tunes
filled the room with a sense of desperate sadness,
among all the flickering candles and the flowers
smelling of death.
Outside, the sun shone down as if nothing
had happened. But nothing would ever be the
same again.
*
The murder of 18-year-old Simone Redleff,
as Detective Superintendent Bert Melzig
of the Bröhl CID said at the press conference,
has many features in common with the
murders of two young girls a year ago in
the north German towns of Jever and Aurich.
Neither case has yet been solved. Melzig
would not give any detailed information
while police inquiries are still in progress.
*
He was worn out, but nonetheless he didn’t
sleep long. He liked the half-dreams that came
into his mind between sleep and waking, but he
hated and feared them too. At the moment he
feared them.
He tried desperately to think of something
else. He couldn’t do it. The images kept coming
back like boomerangs. He still felt the excitement.
No other emotion was anything like as strong.
Oh, girl, he thought, why did you let me down?
Because on closer inspection she hadn’t been a
fairy at all, not even really pretty. Her voice had
sounded squeaky with fear, like a bird’s. It had
infuriated him. He hated shrill voices. You could
hear the fear in them.
He hated the sweat of fear too. Her hands had
been all slippery. Not that he really believed in
fairies. He wasn’t a child any more. And a fairy
would have been more powerful than he wanted.
She had to be like a fairy. Like the fairy in the
story-book he had as a child. Slender. With soft,
shining hair. Beautiful. Big eyes. Long lashes.
You didn’t see details at a distance. You saw
them only when you were just half a metre away
from each other. And by then it was usually too
late. He kept finding something that took him by
surprise, something he wasn’t prepared for. Even
a mole in the wrong place could destroy the image.
The girl in Jever had smelled of tobacco smoke.
She’d even offered him a cigarette! She’d smiled
flirtatiously, she put her head back and blew
smoke in the air, never guessing that she’d
already signed her death warrant.
Groaning, he turned over on his other side.
He was glad he’d taken a room in this little pub
and wasn’t staying at the farm with the others.
The room was small and ugly, and instead of a
bathroom it had a shower cubicle so small he
could hardly move in it. It was right under the
roof and hot from the sun in the evening. The
window looked out on the chimney next door.
But the rent was within his budget and he didn’t
have to give up his freedom. Above all, he could
dream safely.
His dreams were not the sort you could have in a
dormitory. It was difficult to hide the uneasiness
that often made him wake suddenly, drenched in
sweat. And he couldn’t risk talking in his sleep.
No, it was better here. Almost perfect. If only
he could drop off to sleep.
He needed his sleep to get through the days.
To maintain his façade. Of course the cops had
been snooping around, asking the strawberry
pickers questions. And they’d be back. As soon
as they had some definite clue.
He turned on his back and linked his hands
behind his head. But they wouldn’t find anything.
They wouldn’t get him. They’d never done it yet.
He smiled in the darkness. Soon afterwards, he
was asleep.